talk about freaky wednesday mornings. i have a class at 10 am and im still here typing an entry. may be because i am just in a blog-worthy mood today or something. regardless, what i'm about to tell you (whoever you are) is something that might or might not be an augury to the end of me...

it was so real in a sense that i actually saw the face of the guy, my in-laws, the setting, it was almost as if it weren't a dream. and for a second there, i thought that i was really getting hitched before i even came past the age of 21.

the guy, hmm.. the guy didn't really fit to my liking. he was a bit matured, like he would be my big brother. not much of a looker too but it's weird that when i was there i didn't feel the need to make a dramatic exit just because i wasn't 'inlove' with the guy. it was just as if it was something that HAD to happen. like i'd accepted it--him.

the guy actually looked like someone i know from school. yeah. tell me about it. in my ah2 class to be exact. and uhm, i don't know, i just can't imagine bumping into him in school and seeing him in a black tuxedo straddling me in one arm. nope. not the best wedding picture i could paint. and then again i could just have mistaken my would be husband for someone who i've talked with just yesterday about a research topic. you know how dreams are reflections of your subconscious mind. and your subconscious mind practically takes more space in your brain than your conscious mind does.

now that i remember, our helper and i were talking about it yesterday, what time we'd like to get married. and i had always wanted to marry young. i'd thought, 23 or 24. but now i don't really know. i pass it off as a joke every now and then, getting a fictional engagement-cum-promise-ring and all. my dad also kids me about it, but when i think about it. do I REALLY wanna get married that soon? sure i did then when i was so hyped up about the idea of a that happily ever after with the man of your dreams. but now it just seems like such a far off idea. there is sooo much i really just wanna do all by myself before i reach 25. and getting married does not fit the bill.

an augury or not, that dream got me into a lot of thinking... but i gotta snap back to reality. my class starts in 30 minutes! thank heavens it's not ah2! lol. goodbye for now.:)