it's a game both of us like playing. who goes on or who notices who first.

who gives in or who completely ignores the other. i don't remember how long we've been doing this. technically we've really just known each other for less than a year. less than a year of pretending nothing's happening. it's either your nonchalance with relationships or my fear of getting back into one. one way or the other we've played this game on a little longer than usual.

but it's weird how everytime we get back into talking again it's like something is reborn, some gears start whirring up again. and it only takes a minute to realize we're back in each other's minds again.

am i the only one who knows? i'd never probably know your side because you seem to be attached to that distant attitude of yours. or it's your pride that's ruling you on.

either way i got an ego up to my name for grabs too. and im probably as good as you in playing mind games. invalidating my feelings against yours.

am i the only one who notices when i catch you looking my way again? i don't know. i gave up trying to figure out where this is going a long time ago. and maybe you did too, or i'm just making up things. either way i know, when that small green circle appears

right beside your name in that box.